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The Hardest Thing I Had to Say Part 1
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It all started when I was 6 years old. I met
a boy while I was playing outside on my farm
in California. He was an average kind of boy
that you chased and beat up for teasing you.
After that first meeting where I beat him up,
we kept on meeting and beating each other up
at the fence. That only lasted for a little
while though. After that, we would meet at the
fence all the time and were always seen together
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I would tell him all my secrets. He was very
quiet and would just listen to what I had to
say. I found him easy to talk to and I could
talk to him about everything. In school we had
separate friends but when we got home we would
always talk about what happened in school.
One day I told him that a guy I liked hurt
me and broke my heart. He comforted me and told
me everything would be okay. He gave me words
of encouragement and helped me get over him.
I was happy and thought of him as a real friend.
But I knew that there was something else about
him that I liked. I thought of it that night
and figured that I loved him as a good friend.
All through high school till graduation, we're
always together and I thought it was normal
as we were good friends. But I knew deep inside
that I really felt differently. On graduation
night, even though we had different dates for
the prom, I really wanted to be with him. After
everybody went home that night, I went to his
house and told him that I wanted to see him.
Well, that night was my big chance and all I
did was just sit there with him watching the
stars and talking about our future plans instead.
I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk
about his dreams. He wanted to get married and
settle down. He also said he wanted to be rich
and successful. I told him about my dreams and
cuddle next to him.
I went home hurt because I didn't tell him
how I felt about him. I wanted to tell him that
I love him so badly but I was too scared and
frightened to do so. I decided to let my feelings
go and told myself that someday I would tell
him how I felt. All through college, I wanted
to tell him about my feelings but he always
had someone with him.
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After graduation, he got a job in New York.
I was happy for him but at the same time I was
sad to see him go. I was also sad because I
didn't tell him how I felt. Nevertheless, I
couldn't let him know then as he was leaving
for his big job. Hence, I just kept it to myself
and watched him board the plane. I cried as
I hugged him for what I felt was going to be
the last time. I went home that night and cried
my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell
him what I felt for him inside my heart.
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